If there is something I can't do, I cant bluff. Cant pretend. It hurts me too. When I walked out, my only thought was to "don't spoil your mood Joanne". It really sucks.
I told you time and again,you can make me do stuff. But that will be all forced, actions; no heart, no sincerity. Like a shell without the nut.
Sometimes I cant please everyone, I know. Still.