Sunday, November 30, 2008

Nov 08 draws to a close...

Buttermilk. Wanted to do coleslaw (make the dressing etc), and the ingredients included something called buttermilk. After countless trips to various super,hyper, mega markets, I gave up. I just bought the Kraft coleslaw in the end :/

Escape 2 Afrika. Watched with bro and the bf :) It was funny. Hilarious! :O Funny how love is blind. Guess the breeding program is off ? :P The part I like the most - Friendship. The courage to admit one's mistakes and the ability to love another despite their mistakes. Friends love and stick to each other despite knowing the others mistakes. :)

Handphone. My flip phone is just exasperating. It dies on me oh so often. I can retype a message 3 times because it just switches off by itself. So many times. Even in calls :'(

Contained. Just so so much that is going through my mind right now, not sure why. Retrospective, I guess. Maybe its listening to songs like Sebelum cahaya by Letto. Nice, but oh so emo. Listening to it just brings so much to mind.

Degenerating. I remember sem 2 pharmacy lecturer Dr Ong Chin Eng saying that by 20, the liver starts to degenerate. Sigh. Behavorial Science (Dr Galy) - we spend 1/4 life growing, and the other 3/4 life growing old. I guess its just a matter of perspective. Wanna not let age get in the way. Wanna learn to become wiser, more mature, more responsible, more like Him.

Trust. Learning to trust. The path ahead may be rocky, may be filled with surprises, heartaches, etc... Anf although it looks like a mountain to conquer, I will choose to trust the One who has an undeniable track record. Who carried me through these year...and will till eternity.

In Your arms of love; holding me close, holding me near, in Your arms of love...

Monday, November 24, 2008



Its been a lazy lazy holidays :)

And I'm enjoying the bits and pieces of it :)

Sleeping till 12pm each day (not good,it shouldn't become a habit), lazing around, surfing multiple random websites without worrying that I have notes to complete :P

And finally(few hours ago), getting down to touching books...Fiction! haha i havnt read in ages, my reading speed is like so slow now :P

and of course going out, spending time with people I love and havnt met for months... :)

On another note, Christmas is near :) I love the mall's christmas deco's, they are just so astounding...nutcracker (1U) again perhaps?

Saturday, November 15, 2008



Judging by my flooded chatterbox (yes I feel so loved :) thanks people :) ) I kinda feel I'm expected to post something. At least a hint of my results. Although I think judging by the chatterbox, u can deduce that I passed :P

And I can only say, all glory to God above :)

I din't get fantastic results...but what I hoped for was a pass, and yes I got it. On a brighter note, I have the 3 semesters ahead to work harder. well, 2 more, for the pre-matching. But that is another matter altogether.

Guys (Girls also la), thanks for making me smile. The estatic , elated moments was when I could share my joy with all of you, the joy of passing, the prancing around declaring we're seniors; the messages reading "YOU DID IT" and the joyful moment of wordlessness as some just embraced with one simple word "congrats". The deep look that acknowledged that its not by us, but by someone greater. All these are the moments I've come to treasure deeply and love. :)

Love you guys n gurls to the max :)

ps: My brother owes me sunflowers now :P He told me he'll buy me 3 if I pass. Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAN. Legal age to drive ady =o Have fun, take care of yrself, grow up and not too're too tall already! :O

Little shoutout: Thank You God, for being my strength when I falter, for understanding my wordlessness states and loving me regardless...

Thursday, November 13, 2008



... my wisdom tooth is growing. its kinda sore :( I keep touching it, mum says later kena infected. choi...

... imagine having...your (secondary) teacher as your neighbour. well,not immediate la, but cannot randomly yell any teacher's name and say anything...least it gets to the teacher involved =.= And having the teacher walk up to the house asking for the number of tenaga. =.= and then asking your name sheepishly at the end =.=

...results out in 2 days. well, quite freaky, nerve wrecking. But I refuse to let any negative thoughts creep in. My mind, my results, my life, its all God's. Whatever the results, whatever happens, I will choose to praise God and trust Him. For He know me by name, my name is carved on the back of His palm. I choose to trust Him.

I know You hold my hand in Yours, You will never let me go...

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Jap Day

Jap Day

It was Jap day on Tuesday. Haha, self proclaimed la of course. 1st was Sushi King. Green tea, salmon garlic fried rice, sushi's etc. Quite enjoyed myself :)

Jade with her Melon Sherbet little cute container. Its ok Jade, we'll get another the next time k :)

The dog is just sooooo cute la
Next it was movie time. International screen, "10 promises to my dog." This is the ultimate show that got me tearing like mad, that when I came out I think it was still evident. I was wiping my face like crazy throughout the movie T.T. Hehe, but its an awesome movie, despite having to read subtitles all the way. A highly recommended...and bring lots of tissues for the girls! I cried way till the end...the movie was just so touching.

Sooky doesnt call me paparazi for nothing. :P
In the CD shop. Jade was looking for Jap music. I think :)

and you call yourself medical students
Haha, we advocate the peace sign mah! Lol, this was the jap-friendly-sign we saw all the way throughout the movie each time they took any photos. lol, the father, a highly sought after surgeon did this too! *rotfl* I was dying to burst out in laughter as the photo above was taken.

I love
Hehe a more natural picture. Well, I think this just proves Chong Sen right by calling me MacDonald-friendly. Lol right. But unfair la, their ice creams had a 20% increase, now its RM1.20 EXCLUDING tax. Total rip off man. Now must think twice before getting ice- creams dy. :(

It was an awesome time getting to spend time with each other, the most random of peoples. Guess I'm not so anti-jap now (not that i was initially, but i definitely do not favor japs too much). Thanks Jade, Kelvin, esp Jae Ric who went through alot of pains to do the planning to make this day an awesome day. :)

Saturday, November 8, 2008




1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
2. Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse (Therefore the six people i tag are ah mau, ah kau, athy, ahthu, makan, eat. they don't exist) .These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by:: Sooky

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
:: hahaha. so many of my friends will help me to "do the dirty job". some want his limbs. i vaguely recall one wants his ass.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
:: hmm there is fantasy and reality so lazy to answer ;p

I'm a sucker for...

:: Flowers, ribbons , soft toys and blue (the colours) although i generally love all colours.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
:: hmm lets see. ask my parents, pay their debts, set aside money for education (siblings and myself and future kids) and invest. oh, and put in bank, live off bank interest (like its gonna work) lol, a billion, tho alot, will slip away like water. esp now economy is so bad.

5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
:: dunno. but a question worth thinking about is if we get married not to our best friend, our best friend cant be our best friend anymore... spouse jealous le

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
:: both. to love is to be willing to be hurt, and hoping the no-hurt times surpass the hurt times ;p

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
:: depends. on how much i love him. buahaha

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
:: forget about him. seriously. i can do that in a week (less than that). well, it has happened before ;p

9. Do you think the world would be better off if everyone has the same religion/ethnicity/ etc?
:: I wish, but i dun think so. like ash says(or zia, cant remember who) , people of the same race, colour , food, are together, they will eventually find reasons to "clique" themselves - my eyes are rounder than yours ; i can pout better than u :P i dunno

10. You see a 50 year old man entwine arms with a girl about the age of 20+ and find out they are gf/bf. What are your first thoughts?
:: what the...?? thats my first thought la, naturally. then again, love is blind. i think the girl may be too. lol he can be your DAD!!!

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?
:: 29. i dunno. hospital, bustling about, teaching juniors (specialist) [ lol joanne fantasise too far, so fast bangga results not yet out...]

12. [adapted]
Being a medical student... (or any student for that matter)

:: we really kill lots of trees. look at the amount of notes/paper we have. not evironmental friendly man.

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
:: Grab a pillow or something, continue sleeping on the bed. then head downstairs, read the new-less papers (true wert... whats news today? )

14. [adapted]
If today never ends....
:: owh the horror. mundane, dull , routine life with no purpose (well im not yet a medical doctor )

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
:: can i be so greedy? lol i think 1 is love 1 is like. see la how :P

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
:: I think so. wait, can forgive la, but how can i forget? i dun want any part of my brain to undergo regression, whether its frontal lobe, parietal lobe, temporal or occipital lobe. sorry-lah, parts of brain still stuck in my head mar

One of the most embarrasing things would be...
:: to open my wallet to find i have no money to pay (lol, i think this question came out coz my wallet is beside me, and its open. ...and no, it isn't empty :P :] )

18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess, what will u do.?
Fantastic. I can live with it. afterall, sook say I acted like a prime minister during exams [inside joke] (lol sooky)
(sook's answer: Show me the money. made me laugh man).

ok im done :) anyone who wants to do, feel free to do it, can take the place of the 6 non-existant names above :)

ps: leave some comments peoples, chatbox is quiet la

pss: I "updated" the links d. try finding your name :) anyone wanna link can leave a comment here or in the chatbox message

November 8th, 2008. 1.35am

November 8th, 2008. 1.35am

Flowers fade
Words too
Even strongest of feelings
Where today will become tomorrow

I ask myself
What counts then?
The material possession
Which amounts to nothing
when one is sick and old

Or fame
Politicians, authority, positions
What they are running for

What we crave
Is some recognition
Of who we are

To the ones around us
To the ones who matter to us
To hear their compliments
That one word
Which gives us security

My hope is found in You
In You alone are my rock and my fortress
In You I trust
I never have to be afraid

Thursday, November 6, 2008



Stew-pig facebook uploader. I think the blogger uploader is better. At least can load. The other facebook one takes ages and still doesn't load. Unwanted, unneeded frustration. Grr.

And yes, no wonder shopping malss spend a ortune on adcertistments targetting the young - the malls are patronized by them, to say the least. Without the youngsters, the shoppping business would be not half as profitable.

Anyway, post EOS. Tues.
Red and blue. Prime, striking colours.
The three musketeers, as usual :)
Archers in the making.Wednesday. Baseballers.
What do you expect when girls go shopping?
I think Esther and Chia Sin look absolutely beatiful :)

Thursday. Feeling like a lazy bum. Wait, why am I sleeping late when I can sleep early?

Signing off, can sleep for an uninterupted time now. :)


Wednesday, November 5, 2008



Like my chatbox tells, its over. OVER. Done. Completed. Finished. Whatever you call it. And now, fists clenched, pacing tersely, prancing anxiously, outings nonchalantly, whatever, however, we wait.

And so we wait.

And some choose to go out.

Like me, 2 days in a row. I think my parents aren't that happy I'm going out so much. Owh well, maybe. The last few months have been study-sleep-eat-study-sleep-mug. Still don't feel enough. But anyway.

But you know, I'm not gonna talk on what has pass. I'm just gonna wait for the results. And all is in God's Hands now. By His grace. Just by His grace.