IN A WEEK!!!

In a week's time, I'll have finished my finals, the exit viva. Which means I have barely 5 days left. What have I done? A little of this and that. Am I ready? I'm not sure. I'm scared. Freaked out. Panicking! >< >< ><

target1

Father God,

rain down Your peace and just presence, breathe in me. Sustain me through each day Abba Father, help me take 1 thing at a time, 1 day at a time.

Target today:
5 case summaries,
1 chapter apleys
1 psychiatry topic

You

Why is it that sometimes I just feel like the suckiest person on earth, that I'm not worth loving, that all I cause is strife, and that I always try and see people "realistically" - or rather, try and doubt everybody's goodness? The "world", as taught to me, will never take care of me, always is never trustworthy...



Help me remember that You are God of my life, that You hold my life in Your hands, You are my strength, my justice, my vindicator, my provider, my everything. And on days where life just seems so moody and sucky...well help me remember why I live. For You. 

Of little children and exams

Of little children and exams

Exams soon, havn't studied. Little children are adorable...until they cry. Luckily the toy a friend gave me seems to come in really really handy. :)


This week, help me to look to You and be more like You :)

A month later...

Of a long month of hiatus.

Thats what Obstetrics did to me.

Now,I'm 3 weeks to exam,and know nothing. noooooooo....

I realise that people sometimes chase too hard to search for a meaning to life. By shopping, community work etc...




Remind me that I live for You.

Seriously tiring, the business of mothers and children.

Don't take your mothers for granted ok, they really sacrifice the world for you.


Looking forward to a day I can do everything I want to -study, cook, sleep properly, wake up not so early.

hmmmm

Isn't focused, and she noes it. She needs to stop playing the fool, and start.

Which means doing the right stuff. Like taking care of herself, her health, reading more, playing less.

Sem 7

And so, Sem 7 beckons this monday. Starting the posting ob-gy aka obstetrics and gynecology.


And not too sure if its something I really look forward to.

1.1.11

1.1.11. Happy Blessed 2011 people! Have a blessed year with lots of love, joy and peace and everything good :O)

And a very happy blessed birthday to somebody special who has his birthday on the same date too! =)

Of wishes and Dreams

They always say be careful about what you wish for, it might come true.


In more than one occasion over the past few weeks, I've personally experienced it. Sorta scary... :s    :O  >:|

...Gotta start watching what I wish and say. 




ps: Welcome December. wait a minute...its December already!?! :O :O :O

To You

me feels blessed and is grateful. Allow time for adjustment.

ktxbye :) 

1+1 = ?

Oh the horror :O

Aliaa

As I walked by Kenny Rodgers @ Seremban Jusco yesterday, I saw a girl that resembled closely(coz im really not sure) a patient who had been hospitalized for close to 1 month. She came in pretty sick, and slowly became better over the next few weeks, before she was discharged. 

That girl was eating, with her friends.

And suddenly I wondered how all "my" patients are doing. For all the time they stay in the hospital, all the time we painstakingly "stalk" their every history and do invasive investigations... our motive was, and will always be just to get them to get better, to be able to lead normal lives outside. 

...And maybe that's why I live. 

Friends don't have an expiry date

Production date: - Insert date-of-birth-

Expiry date: Non-existent

...Because friends, especially good ones, don't have an expiry date. If I call you a friend, I'll never ever dump you aside / throw you away :) 

-Dedicated to those whom I call friends whether you're near, here, far, somewhere else... - 

It feels like Saturday

Case summary is a pain in the gluteus maximus. How many hours and days just agonizing over it, trying to write something coherant, something complete. annoyingness ><.


On the bright side, my computer's Avira has been UN-installed, and the annoying "trojan" that apparently when googled is a gimmick to make me buy the original product (Which kept appearing way too often) is now gone! :D no more annoying "virus detection" sound :D

BAD-minton? not bad at all...

Just back from badminton. It was...actually fun despite my super resistance initially to go.


*pauses, lost for words*


you know the times where you've got so, so much hidden inside your heart but you open your mouth and no words come out?


This is one such time.



"He will cover you with his feathers, 
   and under his wings you will find refuge; 
   his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart. "

Walking Talking Laughing

Of uninterrupted long walks(by mosquitoes and what nots), beautiful nature, good friends, nice food, simple joys.


Somedays, much as I try I'm just not able to wipe that childlike grin off my face. :)

Busy bz bz...

This week spelled busy. Clinical exam (first time in Seremban), CFCS (Home visit report + theme 1 report + presentation slides) + internal med assignments (2 Case Reports (2000 words each) + 5 case summaries (300+ words each). ) Fantastic eh.

wanna blog with pictures next. stay tuned :) (if anyone ever reads this anymore

ps: To my sem 2 juniors and dentistry sem 4, all the best preparing for exams! u guys will do well :)

nameless

No one ever said transition was going to be easy.

passing thoughts

Different things remind me of different people I love and miss. I seem to see them (and then end up disappointed coz obviously its not them) so many places... :(