Close and open


I guess it was a good closure. I don't know if I "finished the race" well, but I know I did try all the way. I did put in my all when I could. Letting go was a decision made based on faith and advice from someone I love and cherish. It was not a straight no u-turn decision, perhaps. But I gave it much thought, I know that some things, like changes, doesnt need specific people with power to do it. It matters not that one is in the background, forming, building the spine of the body...for what is a body without its backbone?


The last few weeks were a mixture of everything - shock, reluctance, sadness, bittersweet, sour feelings... and draining, thought provoking. It was definitely a learning experience( it always is right) and I hope I've come out wiser. Listening to points brought up today, I can't help but feel amazed and in awe of the wisdom and maturity of my peers and collegues... truly, you guys were not chosen by mistake. It just can't be. And I know that the jobs and the many tasks will be done with much excellence and to the pride of not just the ones who tread the surface of this earth.


Nevertheless, there was a sense of sadness as I stepped out today. A sense...of finality? But deep inside, along with the sense of bittersweetness, was a little small voice (hopefully not my own) that assures me this is not just "another decision". It was one that took into account other things - overall , the need, people... And now, as someone said, a new journey. Whatever is ahead. I'll do my best.


to you and you:
PS:I know it won't be easy. Probably you'll never read this, but know that you were chosen (ground zero...=P ) and I know its a choice well made. I know you'll serve and perform well. Not your strength alone, remember? Whatever comes your way, your cool and whatever is placed within you will be enough to handle the "thorn". Tears are precious too! Hmm...what can I say... maybe... watching your back? haha. just remember you can do it, its all inside you. You have genes transcribed from the most high. The impossible is nothing!


in a pensive mood,
signing out.

STRESS is building up.






I need a breather ):

ORIENTATION 2009

ORIENTATION 2009


Its Bigger! Its better! MEDT109 Orientation committee has toiled, and now brings you...


MEDT109 BOOT CAMP: GROUND ZERO - CAN YOU SURVIVE?


And its starting...tomorrow! *squeals*















I'm excited.:) ( my orientation shirt is too big tho, but I can't change it as my name is on it. owh well)

Dear Elvyna

DEAR ELVYNA

To the one beautiful inside AND out ,

The pweety one in green^^

I wanted to send you this:

But decided that this will do instead. You rawk girl! Love ya lots! hehe *Hugs*


xoxo

LOL

LOL


I heard from my brother who heard from his esl (english second language) teacher. Apparently its real (I dint Google it tho). It goes like this:


The world's shortest essay writing competition. Needs to include religion, royalty, sex and mystery.


And the winning essay:


"My God", said the Queen, "I'm pregnant and I don't know who the father is!"


He won a scholarship to Harvard.

Live Love Laugh

LIVE LOVE LAUGHRemedy to having a healthy and carefree life - Live Love Laugh. :)
I like this picture :) hehe

FOOD FOOD FOOD

FOOD FOOD FOOD


hahaha,yesterday was a foody foody day. Started the day with bread and ham... (mum din't cook hehe) which i consider western / chinese food.


and so, lunch i bought indian food... mutton and all. muakaka


for dinner, mom brought back my facourite malay food. roti jala, nasi briyani / minyak, etc etc. hehe


Then...went to Le Meridian hotel. Accompanied dad for a conference (no pictures. I'm camera shy). and for "dinner" (2nd dinner lol...) there was middle eastern food. roti naan lookalike(not sure if it is), mutton pizza, fish, kebab chicken, beef, soup, desserts etc...I was so so saturated in the end. I'll make a very bad oil :/ (used unsaturated oil is the best what right? ) Owh tried out rice pudding for the first time. Always wanted to try as its been mentioned in the books I used to read when I was young. Quite nice actually :)


CNY just past...and with the amount I'm eating... hehehe. Now I believe why people say "I live to eat, not eat to live". We've "evolved"so much.


Food makes me happy. i think.lols


20 days to 2st summative of the year...gotta buck up. need support people! haha


she-is-in-a-good-mood-today,
signing out

Little Shoutout

Little Shoutout


Dear God, thank You for the strength to go through the day without getting tired at the wrong time. Thank You for sustaining me through clinic visit, 2 hr lecture without sleeping (or even feeling sleepy) an pbl(even helping me to absorb). You're amazing. :)

I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?

My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.